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To stand here waiting patiently Takes more patients than I have. My hands are cold And my nose Is filled with the horrible smell of cigarettes. They laugh and talk, Friends run to give Each other hugs. No one runs to hug me. No one I know is here. Just a guy I talked to once And probably doesn't remember me And 2 guys from 2 bands I've seen before. And then, just now, I look up And there's Ethan. He says hi and gives me a hug A Friend And now I don't feel so ...... Alone.